Monday, January 20, 2003

9.49 am in Singapore

Dear Diary..
yesterday nite he just told me that in the end, he cannot commit..
before that nite, i was out clubbing.. n when i was like damned high, i phone him to tell him that i luv him.. n y he always with my heart..
that nite he never replay wen i ask him whether he luv or not... then i broke down n cry.. i cry all my soul...
how i hated him.. yeah he finally make me cry like the cry that i really dun want to do..then i think taht i know that it wase last drop..
then last nite we talk.. on messenger as usual.. n he told me that he cannot commit,,,
he broke my heart...
wat am i supposed to do.. i told him taht as if i ahve a say... i cannot do anything but accept rite??
dear diary...
sorrryy i really need to move on...
this is gonna b my last entry...
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