Tuesday, October 22, 2002

When Death to either shall come -- I pray it be first to me.
Robert Bridges 1844-1930, British Poet

he is my hero.. the one that i really admire.. n i dun admire many people.. may be i wun hav the courage to tell him.. hahahha
but i do admire him...
8.19 pm in Singapore

dear diary..
my whole rite arm painful...yesterday played both socer n badmington..
i kind of like soccer n badmington.. hope to get in..
i saw him played badmington..
he sure got that charisma while playing badmington.. his hand always on the alert position as if hang to the roof hahhaha.
he is soo cute wat hahha...
ahh terrence also not bad watr.. i think that he is supposed to be good... :)
today i talk to him.. waouhh,, he is soo cute also hahah..
nah not falling in luv.. but he is kaind of captivating.. hahahha.. m:)
my frren got rejected.. i just cannot help b angry for her.. how could he... mean that thay did it .. did so much.. he thinks that he is too special or wat.. my fren may not b an angel but she is human.. got feeling... i know thta deep inside she is hurt.. but she acts cool.. bcuz she is strong.. if it was me, i would have exploded.. kicked things, shouted... then i would break down n cry... i cannot control my feelings.. i know that this is weak.. but at least i'm not containing the whole of everythuing...
i dunno ley,.. if he does e same thing to me, i know that i just die lor.. i cannot accept... too difficult..

need to go.. got meeting

steffy